(Mt.23: 37- 38) ) If I am going to recover, totally, I must be willing to make some hard choices. I must accept my role in my addiction and not shift the blame. I willingly used and abused drugs and alcohol, at all costs. Now I must be ready to do whatever it takes to totally recover. No one can want my recovery more than me! ( Mt.26:41 ) If I am unwilling, anyone who attempts to help me will fight a futile battle. The only person that can make me change � is me! ( Ps.51:12 ) If I am willing to do whatever it takes to recover � with God's help - I will recover! ( 2Co.8:12 )